B-226-4
[1823]
in this my beloved fnds,Parents,brothers
& sister; you are measureably partaking with
me in the bitter Cup recently dispensed.
I have hitherto,been in adequate to the task
of addressing you;but this evening a little
strength is afforded, and I hasten to improve it
before it is withdrawn ~ tho I sensibly feel that
Language is inadequate to convey the sensations
Sustained, & I cannot at present work much
on the subject; a subject too poignant in
deed to dwell upon
ah how uncertain
are all mutable things, little did I think
when we left home, to attend the yearly meeting
the result woud have been so solemn- &
had the disease have been less flattening,it
would have afforded more opportunity to have
conversed on many subjects;it would have been
tolering to my mind on[unclear] ;but ah judge my dr
frds;of the Suddenness of the change;when
only within one hour of the final close,he
was considered doing well for one so weak
& low= & when the Dr ordered wine & that
[unclear]of the [unclear] from
which he had been raised several times in the
course of the illness by stimulations applications
very soon they ordered Brandy given him; & I
gave it to him with the unremitting opportunity &
when I percieved they thot him going I desired the Dr to