B-174-2
Wednesday
Dear Sir
As it is not probable I shall have
an opportunity of conversing with you upon
a subject which I believe gives us both
pain, I have taken this method of commun-
icating to you may feelings, precisely as
they rise in my mind. Your kind simpathy
has endeared you to me very much, and
whatever may become of me, whatever my
lot in life may be, I shall ever think of your
kindness with gratitude. Although we cannot
agree in many of the doctrines of christianity,
I trust we can feel that christian love and
fellowship which the professors of the meek
and humble Jesus ought to feel one for the
other. Under these impressions, I confide
in you, knowing that your counsel like that
of a kind father will be good for me; I do
[illegible]sincerely believe, that [illegible] can
[illegible] which he [illegible] me, and
[illegible] with one of his [illegible] way of
[illegible] will be very much [illegible] happi-
[illegible] this woulrld and prehaps cna extri-
[illeiglbe] from this "thraldom", may lead him
to a more faithful discharge of the duties
he owes his God.You say we can never be hap-
-py unless we think nearer alike - My belief appe-
-ears at present to be fixed not from any
prejudice of education, nor any influence of
man- but from a serious, prayerful
investigation for myself - or at least what